Chapter One Hundred and Ninety Four
Chapter One Hundred and Ninety Four
I lay nude on the bed.
I wasn’t alone; ‘Thane and Axel were both present I had been cuffed to the bed post. A rush of excitement filled me when I spotted the silver Kengel balls; Axel rolled one slowly around his fingers. He walked to my naked form, and Thane took his position, watching. I stared at him, even as I felt the cold silver ball against my already wet entry. I moaned out Thane’s name as Axel touched me. He went in and out with the balls, and just when I thought I couldn’t take more, he pulled the balls out, going down on me and devouring me. I moaned again as his finger dove into me next, pumping in and out. I could feel my muscles grow tight as I reached my climate, and I shattered into a million pieces, crying out his name.
I awoke with a start.
I could feel the moisture between my leg and I wasn’t alone now either. Axel paused at the door, his amused gaze on me. I knew he could smell my arousal even from there, I turned red.
I’ve heard similar dreams before, but never had it emotionally stirred me to this point. I was practically panting.
What the hell was going on with me?
“Am I intruding?” Axel questioned.
“No, I wasn’t doing anything,” I defended; he must have thought I was pleasuring myself.
Way to start my day.
“Oh, okay,” he agreed with a shrug, but the smirk remained on his face.
“Axel, it was a dream.”
“A quite enjoyable dream you were having there.
“You heard…didn’t you?”
“Do you mean the names you kept on calling out?” he asked. “It was pretty loud”
I covered my face with the blanket. “Kill me now I muttered to myself.
“Hey, it’s okay, don’t be embarrassed,” he cooed. I could still imagine the smile on his face.
“If you dare tell him, I would literally murder you.” I promised.
“Your secrets are safe with me, but there is a condition.”
“What condition?”
“You tell me what exactly you were dreaming about.”
I chucked a pillow at him, and he caught it, laughing.
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“There is a letter for you,” Axel says, passing the envelope to me.
“Who is it from?”
“Your mother,” he answered.
“It’s opened,” I say, pulling out the paper.
“We had to make sure it’s source, but it hadn’t been read,” Axel assured me, and I nodded.
The letter read;
‘Riley. I don’t know if this note would get to you, but if it does, I want you to know that you won’t be held captive for long; we are working on ways to get you out of there.
Nick has really been helpful; he is worried about you. He says you haven’t been hurt yet, but I won’t let that monster hurt you ever again. Hang in there. I love you.‘
I reread the letter.
gods, I miss her so much.
She said they were working on ways to get me out of here, if only she knew. I felt instantly guilty. They still thought I was in danger, and they were putting effort into making sure I get out of here. Thane had given me the chance to leave this place, all I had to do was confess I no longer has feelings for him and I couldn’t.
I was in no harm, and they needed to know that.
I wonder how disappointed my mother would be when she hears the truth that I still do have feelings for this ‘monster‘. She would hate me, and this time she would never forgive me.
“Are you okay?” Axel asked, his tone worried.
“Yes. Yes, I am“.
My back hurt, and I wonder if it was my wings. I hadn’t let it out in days, but then Nick hardly let his out so it can’t be that.
A sharp pain in my abdomen got me doubling over.
What the hell?
I grasped my stomach.
Now every part of my body seemed to ache. I felt the nausea rising. I rushed to the toilet, clutching the toilet seats as I threw up. My chest contracted, and I groaned in pain. It was
blood. I puked more blood into the toilet seat.
What the hell was happening to me?
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A wave of fear washed over me but just as quickly as it started, the pain subsided, leaving a
dull ache.
I should tell someone about this; I must be sick, but I couldn’t. A part of me knew this was not
ordinary; I knew this had to do with what I was. A Turned One. If Nick was here, I would have asked if this was a normal occurrence; he had never spoken on this. I flushed the toilet, quickly wiping my mouth with the back of my hands.
I would be fine. I have to be.
